What's good about having little or no income and your third child is about to be born via c-section? It is that God sees to it that everything will still be alright. These were really trying times, a faith shaker... what else is good? it's that feeling when you see your children, your family still together in the toughest times. it's when you learn to make use of pure breastmilk for the little one, and 4 members of the family share a piece of chicken leg. I can't complain. I still have my family, when i look at the kids play with mud, i remember how my childhood was. My kids didn't have playstations nor any gadgets to keep them amused. They made use of the outdoors. i learned that we really don't need to spoil them with expensive toys. That's what's good during tough times.
My family recovered from financial difficulty and more blessings came to us. As the children grow, things just come when it is needed.
I don't have to elaborate again as to why, who, and whats... i hope you see the picture how tough it was, but in the end, there is still light.
We are now experiencing tough times again, maybe because we are being prepared for our move to the States... yes my kids still like the simple life, playing outdoors and paying a lot of attention to their pet shih tzu. Haha, even my shih tzu have to cut down on food expense, he is now fed purely on home made meals. Yes, I am just being reminded of how we should live... simple, not extravagant. And yes, it had somehow shaken my faith, but, now I am back on the right path, I will stay still and know that God is in control.